Saturday 24 July 2021

Reincarnation

A mini-blog/reflective journal, from a self-confessed air-head.


Reincarnation


I've always joked about reincarnation, saying that I must've been a bloke in a previous life.  (My spouse would tell you, I frequently break wind and belch like one!  Sorry for the scandalous and sexist stereotyping!) Also, I've joked that I want to be reincarnated in my next life as a pampurred house cat!  (Who wouldn't?  Sleep, eat, nap, play, nap, eat, sleep, repeat.)

I'm aware from my studies on the Bardic Course of the New Order of Druids Circle College, that it's not known as reincarnation any longer.  Instead, they now refer to the process as metempsychosis -- the transmigration of souls.  There's a belief that souls departing this life reside in the other world until ready to return to this one.  And vice versa.

For this blog post, however, I'll stick to the word reincarnation for two reasons: 1) I feel it's a term many people are familiar with, much more so than metempsychosis.  And 2) 'transmigration of souls' doesn't actually entirely reflect what I believe.  You'll hopefully see why if you keep reading. (And, if I've done a reasonable job of explaining my beliefs).

I'm drawn to the notion of reincarnation, partly, because I've a feeling that I may have lived past lives, in different periods of history. (Or, some part of me has.)  I've been very drawn to certain periods of history since childhood.  Some of it could be just romanticism.  For example, feeling fascinated by the exoticness of ancient Egypt.  Or feeling wistful for the days of chivalry of the medieval period.

But there are other periods which really resonate with me when I read or hear about them.  More than can be accounted for by mere wistfulness.  There's a feeling deep inside of real emotions being evoked, not just intellectual reflection.  It's really difficult to articulate, unfortunately; but it's a strong sense that there's more to it than simply feeling an affinity with the age in question.

In my theory of reincarnation, everything's made up of energy.  (Well, not just in my theory -- in plenty of physicist's too.  I'm most certainly not trying to take credit for their work!)  After this life, our energy is obviously released from our physical form.  And it must necessarily re-join the repository of energy which makes up everything else.

So, we (in pure energy form) return after death to the great mass (haha!) of energy which is the universal life-force energy.  You might have heard it called it chi, ki, prana, ka, or something else.  I don't know what it's called exactly, I'm just certain it's there.

So, reincarnation would be a bit like having a cup of water and pouring it into the ocean.  And then scooping another cup of water out of the ocean again.  The chances of the 2nd cupful containing 100% the same water as the 1st are extremely slim (though perhaps not totally impossible?)  But, it could potentially contain largely the same water.  Or it could contain just a little.  The cupful containing largely the same water would represent someone who remembers quite a lot of a previous incarnation.  And the cup with just a little would be someone with a single memory or two of a past life (potentially very vague, as in my case).  A 3rd cup containing none of the same water as the 1st would be someone with no memories of any past lives.  And this is what's likely in the vast majority of cases, because the ocean is very large.

It explains why relatively few people remember past lives at all clearly.
And, why only a very few indeed are able to recount much of what went on in a previous life of which they were a part.  (But, there have been some such individuals.)
Ghosts and spirits would likely be pretty unusual under this theory of reincarnation.  The spirit would have to leave behind a bit of their energy on this plane for a ghost to manifest here.  Under stone-tape theory, this left-behind energy could be trapped or otherwise remain in a particular place.  It might be why we often think of hauntings as happening where someone died.  Because that's the moment at which that bit of energy separates from the rest of the deceased's energy, and remains behind.  This wouldn't happen automatically with every death, and again this may be why we think of violent or tragic endings making up the vast majority of hauntings.

Other spirits, those which can communicate directly with us, these may be able to do so through sheer force of will -- the individual perhaps wills it that they may remain here long enough to pass along an important message to a loved one, maybe.  Perhaps they can even choose to coalesce enough of their energy just long enough to communicate with us at other times, too.

This might also be why we know that periods like Samhain are times when we can communicate with the departed.  The veil is thin, so it takes the dead less energy to come to us at these times.  And especially if we're already reaching out to them in whatever way (be it a dumb supper, or some other practice or ritual).  Make it known that you want to commune, especially at these times, and you'll create the right conditions for it to happen.

Nevertheless, this is a less comforting belief than 'straight up' reincarnation, or should I say transmigration of souls.  It may mean that your deceased relative is less likely to remain as a cohesive consciousness who'll visit you.  Or even be automatically waiting for you on the other side, at least in the form you knew.  (Because, now, their former energy has gone on to re-join the repository.  Plus, parts of that energy may be elsewhere, making up the consciousness of someone else).  But, I believe -as mere mortals- we don't entirely know how this works.  We can't.  So we'll find out when we pass on from this life.  I know I don't believe that there's simply nothing after this life, and that's some comfort, anyway.  (And then there's quantum, but I'm definitely not trying to talk about that, here!)

Although I've used animal pictures here (and made my customary joke about coming back as a house cat), I've not actually given any thought to whether or not humans can return as animals, or vice versa.  But now that I think about it, since everything's made of energy, and my reincarnation theory is based on the travels of that energy...  I guess it must be at least theoretically possible.  Perhaps even trees and plants!

I'm not sure whether this aligns with -or at least has things in common with- other existing beliefs about reincarnation -- if you know, please let me know in the comments.

Also, let me know who or what you feel you might've been in a past life and/or who or what you'd like to be reincarnated as if you could have the choice!







Photo credits (all photos from Unsplash):

Buddha statue by Danilo Alvesd; antelope (or gazelles?) by jean wimmerlin; bear & cub by Thomas Lipke; cat by Craig McLachlan; deer by Annie K; eagle by Mathew Schwartz; fox by Dušan veverkolog; goats by mana5280; horse by Sheri Hooley; ibis by Joshua J. Cotten; lion & cub by Zdeněk Macháček; owl by Laterjay Photography; unicorn by Yura Timoshenko; wolf & cub by M L; zebra by Jeff Griffith; stag by Philipp Pilz; owl by Laterjay Photography; recycle symbol by Sigmund!



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Saturday 10 July 2021

Questing for fantasy

A mini-blog/reflective journal, from a self-confessed air-head.

Questing for fantasy


The above post title is a roundabout way to talk about my hobby, LARPing (Live Action Role Playing).


A long time ago, in a realm far away

I discovered this hobby through friends at age 19, and I've been doing it ever since.  (Well, I did take a long hiatus following a break up with one former boyfriend who was (and is) heavily involved, locally.  But I went back later, and actually met my husband though this mutual pastime. We're still good friends with the ex-boyfriend, and his wife, believe it or not.)


Themed wedding

My wedding to my husband was even medieval themed (subtly). (I declined a Star Wars themed one, with all the ushers in storm trooper armour; though I did buy my husband a light sabre for his wedding gift.)


What is LARP?

For those who don't know about LARP, I've described it as somewhere between medieval battle re-enactment and paint-balling/airsoft, with some improv Shakespeare-in-the-park mixed in (though, I'm aware that the latter isn't actually a thing).


Role-playing games, in general

If you've heard of the Dungeons & Dragons table-top roleplaying game, or Magic The Gathering trading card game; well, then start by calling that up in your mind. Now, imagine a bunch of participants who all dress up as the characters! The aim is to look as much like a character from something like Lord of the Rings or The Hobbit as possible.


Costumes, and make-up

Some people create budget costumes, pieced together from charity shop finds and existing clothing (possibly with adulterations). Others spend lots on quality pieces from specialised retailers. Or a combination. Some people even create custom masks, or cover themselves almost entirely in theatrical makeup. Just to make themselves look like other creatures, such as dragon-kin. If it takes your fancy, you can even purchase an inflatable centaur costume online!


How it works

There's someone in charge who might -variously- be known as: the games-master; dungeon-master; or referee (or some other term -- depending on whereabouts you're based, and stuff). They'll come up with a story idea, or quest (even an entire campaign). And they describe it graphically to the participants playing as the heroes (or anti-heroes, as the case may be).

How it works, continued

The GM will try to make it as immersive as possible (within logistical constraints). They might have props to help set the scene. Even costumes for when they're playing a role themselves. They'll hopefully have a crew of people with them to play the bad guys ('monsters'). Also, the other folk the participants come across along the way (NPCs, or non-player characters).


World-setting

Depending on what local LARP system you're playing at, there's very likely a complex world setting. It probably has its own history, geography and politics. In fact, this doesn't have to be a medieval setting -- there are also sci-fi systems, modern day ones with supernatural creatures such as vampires. And possibly even others. (I wouldn't be surprised if someone out there somewhere had adapted the Discworld table-top role-playing game as a LARP game. In fact, that sounds really fun!)

Combat!


In the 'D&D style' of LARP, which is my preferred style, there's fighting between the good and bad guys, the heroes and the villains. (Or, as it might be, the villains and the other villains!) This is done safely by using foam weapons. There are swords, shields, staves, hammers, axes. The craftsmanship of the construction and the latex paintwork of the finish is often really good-looking. There are even LARP safe arrows and crossbow bolts (huge safety disclaimer goes here*).

Magic!!


But, you might ask, in Middle Earth, Gandalf uses magic and casts fancy spells; how can that be achieved in LARP? Well, that's where a lot of imagination comes in. The spells are designed by the system creator, along with a description of what they do. The magic-user calls out the spell name to their victim, and the spell hopefully takes effect & the victim acts out the result. (But not always! Sometimes because the victim's out of range or immune; other times it might be because so many people are shouting stuff at once that the victim just doesn't hear it. Or, perhaps they're cheating!)

Some examples of magic

So, for example a spell which turns the victim to stone might be named 'stoneform'. The spell-caster yells it at their victim, and if it works the victim freezes in place, because they're 'turned to stone'. Another spell, which causes magical sleep in the victim, might be called 'sleep' (as you'd expect). The victim hopefully falls to the ground, 'asleep on the spot'. The rest of you can now shove their index finger in their nostril, or whatever other hilarious (or mean!) thing you can concoct! Much to the annoyance of the person playing that role!

More magic examples

Still another spell might rain down imaginary fire from the sky upon the victim. The caster casts it (i.e. shouts 'firestorm'). And the victim hopefully howls in agony, having been 'damaged' by its effect (or perhaps it even ends them, if you're lucky). The 'damage' inflicted is sorted out, in system-mechanics terms, by removing a specified amount of the victim's 'health-points' or 'hit-points'. All characters, be they the players, the monsters or the NPCs, all have these predetermined stats for their HP. Also for how much magic they've got (if any), plus some other stuff (like how much damage they inflict with their weapon etc etc -- if any!)

More on magic

Some LARP systems have slightly different methods for depicting magic spells, such as foam balls to represent the spell being thrown at the target. If fictional film Knights of Badassdom is to be believed, some may use coloured powders which can be (hopefully) blown into a cloud in the area of effect. I'm not aware of any, but they may exist. Personally, I'd be kind of annoyed if my magic spell didn't pan out just because it was a windy day.


Wet weather LARPers

And yes, many of us do still do this hobby in the wind and even the rain & snow (up to a point, anyway). We're barmy like that! (Plus, some of us are lucky enough to have these very nice oil-cloth cloaks which are really good at keeping the weather out -- highly recommended, to would-be LARPers who can afford one).


Inclusivity?

Honestly, in terms of people with disabilities at least, it isn't necessarily
the most inclusive of hobbies. It's because it tends to take place in wooded locations or fields. Places where wheelchair access can be rather hit & miss as you'd imagine. So be prepared, if you or your friends have disabilities, to ask questions about what's being done to make it more inclusive. And to post suggestions. Because LARP should be for everyone who fancies it. And indeed, all demographics are welcome in my experience.


A lack of LARP...!

Obviously, with all the Covid-
19 lockdowns and social-distancing, we've not been able to indulge in our hobby for over a year and a half, now (much to my husband's distress, in particular). We've been substituting it. We've had descriptive Discord events run by our local system. And my husband (who likes to travel to attend one of the really big systems a few times a year), has been settling for weekly Discord socials with that set of mates.

Looking foward to LARPing again

So, roll on: the completion of the vaccine roll-out; making our way fully out of the 'roadmap out of lockdown'; and getting back to some sort of normal. (Or -as keeps being said-, 'the new normal'.) And may it please, please include the opportunity to hit my friends with foam weapons!


LARP on film

(For a bit of a flavour of LARPing, if you're not already familiar, this is a fun video: Funny moments at skullduggery larp - YouTube.  And then there's the film Role Models with Paul Rudd and Seann William Scott, which is great fun.

LARP etc on film, continued


If you're already up on your fantasy fantasy role-playing games, such LARP, then I've a few YouTube channels to recommend to you. If you've not already come across them, these are fun:- Deerstalker Pictures and Epic NPC Man. If you also have Amazon Prime, then you may also enjoy Journey Quest and AFK.


More fantasy funnies, to close

🤣 And finally, if you also enjoy MMORPGs (and can laugh at yourself!) you might like British TV series Dead Pixels.)


In conclusion

If you're a fan of the fantasy-fiction genre, and have ever fancied the chance to play out the role of one of the characters, then LARP might be for you! Do an internet search for a local system near you, and get LARPing! 😃














































Scroll down for photo credits (all from Unsplash)



[*HUGE SAFETY DISCLAIMER:-

Please PLEASE don't EVER try that at home -- all the weapons mentioned are safely constructed, and the arrows/bolts especially are made to a complex design to ensure they're as safe as can be. NEVER attempt to modify a real arrow or bolt, they CANNOT be made safe by sticking any amount of cork or whatever on the points. Additionally the bows/crossbows used are specially designed, as again you cannot make safe a real one, not even for use with LARP safe projectiles. Serious harm can & is certain to occur if any of this is attempted without proper safety considerations. Purchase your LARP safe weapons from a LARP retailer. Save up; create a birthday wishlist; or start a free fundraiser on Social Fund to share with family & friends, if you have to. This way you, and your friends, should be in one piece (with both eyes!) to show up to your chosen LARP event.]



Photo credits (all photos from Unsplash)


Castle by Cederic Vandenberghe ; 19 by Marten Bjork; 'lightsabres' by Tobias Cornille; figurines by Jaime Spaniol, armour by Jonathan Kemper; make-up by Laura Chouette; key by Michael Dziedzic; coastline by Jaber Ahmed; shield by Pawel Czerwiński; 'mystic circle' by Robert Lukeman; mountains by Kevin Jackson; lantern by Marko Blažević; rowboat by Artem Sapegin; tower by Kevin Jackson; waterfall by rob ritchey; gate by Keith Hardy; backpack with bedroll by Patrick Hendry; bread by Wesual Click; crystal ball by Michael Dziedzic; railings 1 by Manuel Rheinschmidt; railings 2 by Vitor Vilas Boas; bridge by Cosmic Traveller; lit tree by Meritt Thomas



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